Have you ever had those times when you sort of float in and out of awareness. Awareness is probably not the right word to use here but it’s the only way I really know how to explain what happens to me sometimes. Float isn’t either but what the hell….

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I don’t know if you would call it ‘daydreaming’ or what it would be called. It happens to me right often. Sometimes during the day when my mind is not being kept busy by other things I have these very, very brief ‘flashes’ of a ‘scene’. Mine happen mainly at night while I am lying in bed waiting for sleep to claim me.

I will be lying there trying to go to sleep and it’s almost like short ‘plays’ come and go in my mind. Sometimes they are related to the day’s events and other times they are not related to anything, or they seem not to relate to anything. It’s almost as if a dozen or so different ‘acts’ take place in the space of just a few minutes. Sometimes the ‘acts’ are all related like one big ‘play’ and other times they are so completely different that none of them make any sense.

I can shut my eyes for just a few seconds and have sometimes more than one ‘act’ flash in my mind. Sometimes a certain ‘act’ makes my eyes fly open and my mind’s wondering, "Whoa…. Where the hell did that come from?"

Sometimes I can open my eyes and the ‘scene’ goes away. Other times I can open my eyes for a few minutes; even get up and then lay back down and my mind picks up from the same ‘scene’ in the ‘play’.

I have had the same person or people show up in several different, unrelated ‘scenes’ within the space of just seconds it seems. What’s up with that?

Most of these ‘plays’, ‘acts’, ‘skits’, ‘dreams’…. Whatever they are…. Go away with the wind, so to speak. I don’t even think about them. But there are the occasional few that really stick out in my mind. Those are the ones that I want to analyze and get to the bottom of. Find out why that certain person is crawling through my brain? Maybe I don’t really know that person outside of my ‘play’ but they are there in my mind for some reason. If I do know a person that appears in my ‘play’ then I want to know why that person is showing up in these different situations in my mind. Are they related to anything going on in my life? Do I want them to be related to what’s going on in my life? Why do certain places show up in these very short ‘acts’? Some of the places that show up in my ‘plays’ are places that I’ve been to or somehow know about. Then there are other places that I don’t have a clue about or even know if they are real places outside of my ‘play’. I even have certain names pop into my plays at times, (some I know, some I don’t). These names have faces at times and sometimes they don’t. Sometimes all I get is a name, which will bug me to death to no end until I finally realize it’s not a name that I actually know. It just popped into my head for some odd reason. Unexplainable!

Is this my subconscious talking to me…? Trying to tell me something? If so, WHAT is it trying to tell me? Are these ‘plays’ part of my subconscious that is cleverly trying to show me the things that I need to see in the waking part of my life? Or is just my mind wanting things that I can’t have in some cases so my mind ‘embellishes’ these thoughts?

Most, if not all, of these questions always go unanswered. Just as many of my nightly dreams when I am fully asleep go unanswered. But it does make this mind wonder where it all comes from and if there is a deeper underlying meaning to it all!

 

These were taken Saturday evening at the lake where the ATOMIC MOSQUITOES swarmed.

I found some of these over the weekend!!!



Tons and tons!!

There was nowhere left to hide from the pesky invaders!!!

In the end....I think they sucked the life out of me and are headed to their planet to begin a new life with my blood!!

Kids came home Friday. Son left Friday night to stay at a friend’s house. He was supposed to come home Saturday but didn’t make it home until around 7pm last night. Seems like he pretty much breezed in and breezed back out again.

My oldest had her job interview on Saturday. She still hasn’t heard anything from them. She called yesterday but they hadn’t had time to go over things. We are still keeping our fingers crossed.

The girls and I went out Saturday and did a little school clothes shopping. My oldest is fairly easy to shop with and for. She likes just about anything. Well not anything but she can find a lot of stuff that she likes as opposed to my youngest daughter who finds NOTHING whatsoever that she likes.

Youngest daughter has been complaining that all of her jeans have holes, or are getting holes, in them and she needs new ones. Well don’t ya know it….we went to about 7 different stores yesterday and there isn’t ONE pair of damn jeans in any of the stores that she liked. The only place we didn’t go was Goodwill or some other Thrift Store, which by the way I did suggest to her but that went over like a turd in a punch bowl. Well, excuse me…..she can just keep her ass naked!See if I care. Winter gets pretty damn cold!

As you can tell, I tend get a little frustrated when it comes to the youngest and her clothes (or lack of) and shopping. She can NEVER find anything she likes. I don’t know what else to do other than let the ones she has now wear slam out and hope like hell she comes to her senses or finds something that she likes.

Did I say that I missed my kids????? OMG.....Who or What took over my body on Friday!!!!!

Just kidding. I really did miss my kids but I really get pissed when it comes to this BS!

On a completely different note:

The NO NAMED puppy has the scratches, itches, mange or something. Not sure what the hell it is but he’s losing his hair. His ass looks like a miniature elephant from behind. It is NOT a pretty sight!

The mama dog had the same thing a few weeks back but hubby put burnt motor oil mixed with sulphur all over her and her hair is coming back. Every time he puts this same concoction on the puppy the mama dog licks him clean. YUK!! How she can stand to taste it is beyond me. Hubby was supposed to pen the mama dog up over the weekend and redip the puppy but things got busy and he didn’t have a chance to get that done. Maybe he’ll have a chance this evening.

I feel so sorry for the puppy. If this last round of dipping doesn’t work then it’s off to the vet with him and that’s the last place I want to take him. Between the 3 labs we have and hubby having 8 or 9 hunting dogs and 6 new hunting puppies born on Saturday, we can keep the vet in business for quite a while just from the dogs we own. The more we, or should I say he (the hubby) can do for our dogs the more money we save. I’m all for that but if one does need something outside of regular ‘maintenance’ that we can’t take care of it’s off to the vet he/she goes.

Well, hopefully my oldest will get the job, my youngest will find something to cover her ass with and the puppy will GROW something to cover his ass with!!!